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[November 12th|5.14pm] |
Hi there.
it's been a long time!
what's up everyone?
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[August 10th|3.59pm] |
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Summer.
I needed this summer really badly. I feel relaxed and free.
Everything has been wonderfully good.
I've been tubing,
going to the movies,
gone to the mall,
slept!!!,
learned more geometry,
discovered tons about myself,
been to Marvins,
reconnected with some people,
lost some people,
found new people,
found Mel =],
basically the whole teenage experience happened like usual.
The end of this month I'm pretty sure I'm going to Cedar Point, which would be the best thing in the world because I havn't been there in a year!!! But here's the catch.. I'd be going with my dad, kathy, mollie, shana, rebecca, josh. :/ Not worried about the last 4 people just the first two. I don't know.. I mean it will probably end up Mollie Shana and I going off on all the roller coasters together which would be amazing.. but then again there's the whole car ride there. I don't know. I guess it would be good if I want things to get better with my dad and I. We'll see..
Happier note:
Mel comes home from camp tomorrow :D
Today I'm going to Temple for the first time in who knows how long.
Tomorrow I have a dentist appointment (blegh) and then after we're going out to brunch with family.. and hopefully Mel will be coming over.
Random screetch:
SPIDERMAN!
alright, I'm gonna go do other stuffs now.
ADIOS!
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| The Future. |
[August 1st|11.59pm] |
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Things scare me.
Everything can be going so amazingly and then to so awful in a short moment.
I don't know if things will ever be stable, but I guess that's just life.
I don't really understand why I'm going through so many different situations, I suppose that's just how this stage of life goes.
I'm really looking forward to Friday night. I'm pretty nervous though.. (A good nervous).
I wonder what I'll be doing in five years from now. Will I have graduated college? Or will I stick to my plans in wanting to be a doctor/therapist? Would it be possible for me to go into a music career?
Who will I still be in touch with?
And, most importantly, will I be happy?
I hope the answer is yes.
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[July 29th|4.00pm] |
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Hola my livejournal.
Summer has been pretty cool. Yesterday I went to Lance's T party =]
Very much fun over there.
I feel like I've improved so much since May. I was so oblivious to everything that was going on. All I could think about was my pain. Now, I'm actually having such a fun time.
I feel like I'm meeting new really awesome people all the time. I feel so much more comfortable with myself.
It's probably shocking that I actually am posting a happy entry.. lol.
I would really like to be in a relationship with someone, but love isn't always on my side.
Anyway.. that's my update for I don't really have anything else to say.
So.. Adios!
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| Happy Summer. |
[July 3rd|2.26am] |
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Hola livejournal!
errmm.. I feel as though I've abandoned this website. =[
Okay so first off-
YES for the Wendigo Hunt that I just watched made by the wonderful Alyssa and Jessica. All I have to say is that I'm proud to be your friend.
oh and I guess I do have to mention another thing.. and that is we need to hang out sometime soon.
Summer has been nice and very well needed. I love being free for once.
I love having the whole night to be awake and the whole day to sleep!
I miss everyone that I havn't seen from school though. Anyone wanting to hang around and about give me a call and I will be there!
uhhhhmmmmm.. yeah.
This is sad to say, but I don't really have too much to update on.
I really do feel like I have failed Livejournal. arrrrg. =/
okay well.. adios I suppose.
bye!
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[June 4th|2.56pm] |
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"This place is a prison
And these people aren't your friends
Inhaling thrills through $20 bills
And the tumblers are drained and then flooded again
And again
Ther're guards at the on ramps armed to the teeth
And you may case the grounds from the cascades to puget sound,
But you are not permitted to leave
I know there's a big world out there like the one i saw on the screen
In my living room late last night,
It was almost too bright to see
And i know that it's not a party if it happens every night
Pretending there's glamour and candelabra
When you're drinking by candlelight
What does it take to get a drink in this place?
What does it take, how long must i wait?"
-the Postal Service
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[April 29th|4.24pm] |
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Jason broke up with me, and I've never been so down in my life.
I'm going to need a lot of help with this.
I'm also going to need to keep busy so if anyone is going out anywhere please give me a call to see if I can come along.
914-8251
thank you.
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| Please let it be spring break? |
[March 28th|4.11pm] |
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I'm so bored of everything!!! School just seems to be dragging on forever. I seriously think this has been the longest year of them all.
Good news:
- Spring break is in one week!!!! YES!
-Sarah is coming on the 5th
-I'm going to Texas with Jason on the 12th
-NO SCHOOL
I havn't updated this thing in awhile. I also havn't had a computer for awhile. *sigh*
10 weeks and 17 days left of school. I'm trying to figure out if that's a good thing or a bad thing. I think good, I mean it's only 10 more weeks right? We can make it! ... hopefully. =]
I smell pasta.
Today I got the question, "you explored", correct! The answer is/was EXPLORASTE! yay to me.
okay this is getting lame now lol.
ADIOS!
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[March 12th|3.27pm] |
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I am updating because I told Alyssa I would.
This weekend was pretty grand.
I went and saw Rent =D The car ride home was especially fun.
Jason slept over.
Festival went well.
Life is boring.. lol
OH so today was sort of odd.. There was a bomb threat *tee hee* and we missed about 3 hours of school. OMG though it was cold as hell. grrrr.
.. ADIOS!
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[February 28th|9.05am] |
I wish that I could update on my perfect life, tell all of you how wonderful things are gonig for me.. but I can't lie, I'm not doing so great. I'm depressed, and it's as bad as I was before. I feel like everything is a waste of time.
I was in a hospital for a month.. and for what? Now I'm fucking depressed again. Just back to my old self.
w/e.
I'll be Up North for the rest of the week for my Grandma's funeral.
Life sucks and it needs to stop.
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[February 1st|6.52pm] |
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OMFG.
HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HOLLOWS COMES OUT JULY 21ST.
SJKLFJSFJVIOYUHDFIOSDKFJSDIOHJSNCVIYRJWSKR.
some part of me says, WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?
and the other prat says, OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG *SMILES* *SCREECHES*
= / and =D
hmmmm.
So I guess I could say that I was sort of PEER PRESSURED into updating, but I won't.. oh wait, I sorta just did.
-sorry I'm kinda odd today.
Today was pretty good. Orchestra- MR. T ACTUALLY LIKED US TODAY!! I did my playing test for symphony.. I really hope I made it.. Good luck Kourtney, Jessica, Kim, and Lauren!!!!
Rotation was fine.. I did geometry homework.
Bio- I found out that Rachel and I are not "normal" teenagers. lol. "let's talk about what normal teens talk about!" .. *silence*
geometry- took a super long test.. blaah. Then I read my book! yay.
This week has kinda gone by pretty fast.. I mean tomorrow is Friday! Thank jesus.
okay well ... that's pretty much all I must say now.
You're welcome Kourtney and Jessica!
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| Havn't you heard that I'm the new cancer? |
[January 5th|7.04pm] |
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So I guess every single person in the Farmington School district knows about not having school today, but I shall annouce it again!
THERE WAS NO SCHOOL TODAY!!!!! This news made me very, very happy.
I woke up around 5:56 and showered, and got ready.. then I went downstairs and my step mom just got off the phone with Hillary's dad and told me that there's no school. I literally jumped for joy. After calling a few people, I ate, then went to bed!! I woke up again around 1. haha wow. It felt soooo good to sleeeeeep!
Today my sisters, brother, and I walked to McDonalds, we played "Follow The Leader" to get there. It was pretty awesome. We were all in a straight-ish line and took turns being the leader, and sang. YaY! At McDonalds I made my brother eat, because he hasn't been eating and he's been losing weight which = bad. So he ate a little more than half a cheese burger and ALL his french fries *claps*. After eating, we walked to Marvins and played lots of games! Crissy, and Megan were there =]. I got 141 tickets!!! lol We all got super cool prizes. Then around 4:44 we walked home.
I'm at my mother's. funfun.
These entries have been shorter than usual...
p.s. FEEL BETTER KIMBERLY!!! I LOVE YOU!
-*Adios*-
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| I'm gonna take my sleeping pill tonight!! |
[January 3rd|10.07pm] |
hmmm.. so it's 2007. This has got to be a better year that last. I mean.. last year was way to eventful for me.
Today was my first day back in school in a month. It was interesting/stressful.. it was really good seeing most everyone though.
I have so much work to make up.. forget midterms. ahhh.
The Cats auditions were today.. I went to watch everyone try out. GOOD LUCK EVERYONE!!
I got home, went on the computer, phone, did homework, and now I'm back on.
Today is the first day in awhile that I've been home.. I don't like it. =/
I just wish things could get better instantly.. but obviously that doesn't happen.
Alright well.. wish this new year LUCK!
meh.
P.S. SLEEP IN TOMORROW!!!!!
! R A I N B O W !
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[December 30th|1.25am] |
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teee heee teee heee.
today was a fun day.
I went to the movies with Jessica, Alyssa, and Kourtney :D
We saw Night At The Museum. It was cute! lol about stupid monkeys and creepy old men who used to work at the museum. And about people who sit behind you and laugh at nothing.
Is it sad that during the previews the second a preview started I shouted "HARRY POTTER!!!!" really loud?? (and it was the HP trailer.. lol) Alyssa thought it was creepy, but Kourtney also knew it! SO HA!
Afterward we went to Buffalo Wild Wings, and I got a salad!! yuummmm.
Then we went to Cold Stone :D!!!!!
Kourtney had to leave shortly after, and soon after that Alyssa's mom picked us up and took us back to Alyssa's.
We watched this weird German video on youtube. lol - NO OFFENSE JESSICA!! (who now has a livejournal!!... so I can't talk about her anymore.. ; ) jk)
We watched Mean Girls!! yay! Me gusta Mean Girls.
This entry was "sooo fetch"
Adios!
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[December 24th|5.36pm] |
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*sigh* It's been too long since I've updated, SOOOOO I've come to fix that!!
A lot has been going on with me lately, as most of you know. I am, however getting better. =]
thank you for all the support you guys have given me. I mean, with a simple "hi" you guys make my day.
anddddd another thank you for everyone that wished me a happy birthday!! I greatly appreciate it!!! :D
.. yes, I'm 16 WOOOOOOOT!!!
Happy Christmas Eve to you all!!!
I'm nervous for upcoming things. I really hope everything works itself out. I dont' know. I'm going to stay on a lighter note though, and end this.
I don't really have much to say, I mean.. I really do! but I don't know how to write it out. Oh well.. that's okay.
sorry this has been a pretty lame entry. BUT I LOVE YOU LIVE JOURNAL PEOPLE!
AND HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY EVA!!!
GOOOOOD BYEE!!
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[November 29th|6.01pm] |
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So break was wonderful, and very much needed.
It was full of family, penguins dancing, poorly drawn violins and frogs, ddr, shoes, and of course FOOD. :D
My grandpa is in from Flordia, and he's been fun.
Thanks Giving was really nice, I love catching up with the family. We always laugh a LOT.
Then I slept over Alyssa's with Kourtney, and Jessica. We had a "DDR" party. We played for longer than I expected, and it was a lot of fun!!! We also played pictionary and it was really funny. I have poor drawing skills.
"when you said you drew bad I thought you were just being modest.." -Jessica -THANK YOU! lmao
We watched funny youtube videos... WHOPPER!!! WHOPPER NO ONIONS!, Corn chips are no place for a great warrior!!, shoes, pale boy?? lol, me and my sisters videos!.
Then I saw Happy Feet!!!!! I LOVE THIS MOVIE X A BAJILLION!!! I want a penguin! lol. It was really cute, and it made me laugh.
Sunday was my homework day, like always. blegh. =/
Sunday night I was dropped off at "the hotel" (Sarah was in town) So we spent the night there.
We explored the depths of the halls, like usual. Oh and took pictures, the normal stuff.
There were these bitchy people up late and we decided to take a picture of them as we were trying to hide/take a picture of them this bitchy woman looks at us and gives us the most dirtiest look. lmao it was really funny. We crawled back to the room to avoid being seen. lmao.
I woke up at 5:42 and showered, and got dropped off at home at 6:30. THEN WENT TO SCHOOL.
Monday seemed unreal to me. Break went by too fast, it always does.
The best thing is going to school and having first hour be Mr. Deeb's class. It makes mondays 10X better.
The rest of the day went by kinda slow, but was eventually over! I went home and napped for 2 hours.
Tuesday was a ehhh day. That's it.
Today was a lots of fun. Mr. Deeb's class first hour!
Espan(~)ol was funny, I don't know why, but that class is always fun. I was kinda tired though.
History - I HATE THAT CLASS.
English- ehh.. we went down to the media center.. Lauren, Lionetta, and I were "reading" the info on Macbeth. I swear we read it, but nothing was going into my head. It was very boring. Lauren and I decided to look up our names on google. I was a little depressed because nothing about ME came up, when it usually does, (my bat mitzvah was in the Jewish News and it usually pops up on google).
After school I drove Hillary and I home, with kathy of course.
Later today I picked up my sister and her friends and dropped them off home, and now I'm here.
I have a sore in my mouth that hurts really bad, and I lost my wallet, chapstick, and agenda. =[
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| "oooh, ahhh, oaaahhh" |
[November 21st|6.26pm] |
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My little sisters doll keeps orgasming it's really creepy.
Why do old people creat dolls that ORGASM?!?! It's not right.
.. Well that's my opinion of the day.
peace out!
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[November 19th|3.58am] |
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wow. So you livejournal people are probably wonering, "What on earth is Lauren doing up so late?!" and the answer my friends will be at the end of this entry because I will tell you all lucky people about my day!
So in the morning my sisters and I had to cleand the house. YAY!... not.
After cleaning Shana and I played DDR and realized how out of shape we are.
Then Shana and I took showers (separately).
And then we walked to the new Kohls, which is very nice btw. We walked there because I had to purchase a present for my good friend Dilara. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUD!!!
So anyway.. back to the story! We walk there, go inside, look around, and honestly couldn't really find something Dilara-ish. So we called my mom and she picked us up and took us to this really cool store, Lolly Ellas and I bought her a necklace. =] mission accomplished!
Back at home we had hot dogs, koleslaw, french fries, and fruit.
My grandpa even came for the occasion! (my dad cooked a meal).
So we ate.. and then I went to Dilara's birthday party.
It was lots of fun =]
It included dancing, singing, laughing, NO DRAMA!!!, oh and loooots of foooood!!! :D
And now I'm sitting on Marlee's bed and writing this. Marlee's right here on her phone, and it's really late! And that is the reason why I am here so late!!!! Great! you unraveled the mysterios mystery ! wooooooh.
Adios. !!
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[November 12th|5.51pm] |
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Hello people on Livejournal! I am currently at my aunt/mom's house.
It feels good to be on a computer.. you probably don't know that my 12 year old sister broke our computer at home. So yeah.. my 12 year old sister broke our computer. She clicked on a damn viris and it completely broke. So we're getting a new hard drive. The only problem is, is that I don't know when that will happen.. So I will most likely be without a computer for a few months.. =/
(besides when I come to my mom's)
Friday I babysat.
Saturday was my last driving day with Lee's Driving School.. kinda sad/exciting. I've been driving everywhere. I LOVE IT!!!
My mom picked me up and I drove back to my aunt's house. My sisters and cousin and I watched The Breakfast Club, and then Beauty And The Beast. We also pigged out on candy =D
Later I drove myself (mom was the passenger) home then I babysat again. ehhhh.
Sunday(today) my mom and sisters picked me up around 10:30, I drove us to West Bloomfield High because our Temple said there was a concert, a jewish rock band called 18. So we arrive and my other cousins are there, we go inside.. Marissa and I run because it's cold.. We're all inside. We go to the doors of the autotorium.. and ... they.. are .. LOCKED! dun dun dunnnnn.
So we ask a nice lady what the hell is going on. She says that the concert isn't today. .. okay..
We talk to some guy and my mom told him "we drove ALL the way from FLINT!" haha silly mom. Then he felt bad and she said just kidding. So our temple gave us tickets to something that was not there. It turns out the concert wasn't for today, it's for NEXT sunday. So next sunday we're all going to go again. =] lol
We all decided to go out to breakfast. It was fun.
Back at aunt simona's..
I burned a million cd's. Anastasia, Joseph's Techinicolor Dreamcoat, Wicked, and Rent (Broadway version). Okay maybe not a million.. but w/e.
Right now everyone is in the other room watching Million Impossible 3.. I started watching about the first hour of it, and got bored.
I love driving a lot btw. I can't wait until I get my license. Today my mom was pressuring me to turn and I said "MOM THERE'S A CAR!!" and after my sisters and I were making fun of her. Adios Livejournal People!
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[November 6th|10.59pm] |
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I find it odd that as I open the internet and am excited to update my livejournal, (yeah I get excited), when it opens and there's this blank page ready to be filled with words flowing after eachother making sentences, I don't know what to start out with.
Well.. let's see. This weekend was pretty eventful.
Friday starts out like this:
School.
Then I jog to Marvins .. talk with Steven for awhile.
Dinner.
Movies. - Kourtney, Rebecca (my little sister), and I went to see Flushed Away, it was cute and creepy.
Come home, and get on the cyber machine, computer.
SLEEP.
Saturday goes this way:
I drive with my dad to Anderson Music, my instrument was getting cleaned up and recieved new strings =] - It's all shiny now, it makes me happy.
Went to Kourtney's house with Alyssa and Jessica =] SUPERNATURAL PARTY. It was awesome.
Lots of silly jokes: "Where are the babies??", "When did it get dark?", "possssuuum", UGLY BOY!!!!!! *Laughs for 10 minutes straight*, "damn that's an ugly baby", and lots of fun stuff like that.
Goes to bed around 3:30.
Sunday heads that way:
Morning- woke up around 10.
Watch a few more episodes of SUPERNATURAL.
Laughs some more.
Gets picked up around 1:30. Thanks Kourtney for an awesome night!! =D
I drive home.
Shower.
Drive to Rachels.
We think we get a lot done, but really we didn't. We were lying to ourselves.
Comes home, does homework.
NIght.
Monday, which is today, right now.
Morning - morning like.
School - fine.
Drivers ed - slow but pretty funny.
Home - Homework/dinner/halloween candy.
Driving - I drove on the expressway. AH!. It was pretty cool actually, 70 mi is fun! lol.
Heroes - It was pretty good this week, can't complain.
Now - procrastinating homework, like always. psshhhh.
..hmm not too bad considering I didn't think I had much to say.
!Remember kids always brush before bed!
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